Perhaps forgiving yourself is the hardest yet.

to you girl, who seems unhappy in that last entry...don't give up.

Don't give up on yourself. Being a leader has meant to expect more of others and of yourself, and when we fail to meet up to those standards: we're only human. carry on; greater success will come through the trudging.

to you girl, who is not well. don't let criticism eat you; use it or throw it off and away. you know you are giving your all; even if things fail anyway, believe in yourself because your abilities have not at all been rendered invalid. It is not you who failed, but the situation. may you find solace in your quiet moments

to you girl, who feel the anger and hurt; don't stab yourself. Other's actions does not equate to you being unlovable. Don't believe that for a second. Just look at your gifts blooming!

I will pray for your grandpa, for great peace and faith.